Ah, I'm so torn on so many different things I want in life. I think I have the longest list of things I wanted but only few are granted. I want to go visit my dream places, I want a decent pair of shoes, I want a new mobile phone, I want a new outfit, I want a new handbag, I want a
michael kors watch and the list goes on and on. It never ends. Perhaps, I'm becoming more materialistic these days - I didn't used to. Is this what the saying goes, "the more you have the more you want"? If so, then I so need some help to control myself. Well, I would argue that, I don't actually get everything I want though in fact, I rarely get any of it as I have other priorities in life such as helping my family back home and besides, I have kids on my own and you wouldn't believe how much their schooling extra's costing us. Sometimes I even thought buying lottery's. Like, I imagine's tonight huge jackpot? My, I could become an instant millionaire but never mind. I'll just have to live off what's has been poured into my hands or perhaps work my arse a little harder until in my old age, lol. I have to learn to be grateful of what I have and not long for more and think how lucky I am compare to most of the people in my homeland who can hardly afford for a meal:(.