Time flies and thats a fact! Monday is here and not just your ordinary monday but the last Monday of this month. Monday next will already be April. Anything plan for this coming Easter yet? Me, I have bought my kids 2 Easter bubby basket already but I haven't buy any sweets yet or any Easter eggs. I have yet to send my Easter cards for family and friends. And ooh, outfit for the kids for pictorial, hehehe. I am this obsessive about outfits every ocassion. Isn't it weird? Well, I am just a mother and most mother's understand about outfits coordination.
Anyway, today I have to go work and that I will leave the kids with their babysitter. Most people don't understand why I am working where I can just stay at home and look after my kids. I don't go to work because I am trying to avoid my responsibility. In fact, I have a hard-time leaving them with the babysitter. Hubby knows how it upsets me when my son cries every time I leave. I love my kids and they are the best thing happen to me. However; working is not leaving nor abandoning them. We have different views in life. And honestly, I think that I did a great job for looking after my kids without any help from anyone until I started working. It's just a simple time for myself and we all needs it to maintain our sanity. I find it very helpful, where I am able to have a conversation with people who truly exist. And that is what I am missing out by staying at home 24/7. It is not the same life as I used to have, where I was able to speak my parents, my brothers and sisters, my friends and my relatives. I felt the need of going out to see what's the world out there not just stay at home, sat my computer chatting with people that are mostly non-sense but boasting their weatlh that don't exist anyway. It's totally insane! So, I considered the thoughts of doing some part-time job. And I did it! And I thought 2 days a week which is 10 hours (5 hours per shift) will not hurt anyone. It definitely not a conflict at all. My kids are used to it and it didn't changed their respect and love for me and nor mine to them. Someday, when they are grown up and have their own life they'll sure understand all about it and I'm sure they'll appreciates everything I did. It's just life! And have a
self-freedom is something very special to have where you can do things your way even for few hours. A time for yourself is always needed and for me I do it by working where I can also earn and gain experienced at the same time. And I tell you, my kids always look forward when I come home and it excites them all the time. I loved it! I am truly delighted that I have worked part-time for a while and now I can easily get another job or applied for a higher possession within the store as I have 22 months of experienced. I can definitely see how my self-confidence developed. Soon my son will be schooling everyday so, I'm considering of taking more hours and it is sure a great pleasure to earn more. I have been working for nearly 2 years now and I have no regrets at all. My kids still loves me and I spend time with them whenever I am free. I love being a mother and my kids are sure a treasures to behold!